"It makes me sad to see the cicadas that fell on the hot summer asphalt."
"But it can't be helped, if it's an odd number, why don't you think you're lucky?"

I became an adult again while being bound by the strange jinx that was born in such a short conversation.


Count asphalt cicadas in summer, male and female ginkgo trees in autumn, and follow the whereabouts of white breath in winter.
If you repeat the same thing every year like this, you can clarify the boundaries of the four seasons.But it doesn't work so well in the closet.Even though summer has come, winter clothes are still sitting with my own face.


Summer clothes are pushed to the edge as if to say, "What are these guys! Please retire early!", And every time I pull out one, it falls to the floor again.As expected, I felt sorry for him (it was a hassle to pick up), so I decided to bring these heavy and hateful winter clothes to my parents' house.


Looking at the clothes that were messed up in a bag, I remembered the time when I handed over the clothes that were in the back of the closet to a friend without being able to dress even after the season went around.
Until recently, I couldn't even say "it looks good" to her, who wears it with a charm that I can't imagine being in my territory.
More than that, I was disappointed at why it didn't suit me and the fact that I couldn't handle the clothes.



It was only recently that I began to think that I didn't have to wear all the clothes and all the weapons.
It's strange to get older, and you naturally come to think of it as "aside, we're home."
This is not just because of the fact that we are getting older, but because we are now aware of what we are sure to accumulate.
Invisible "something, such as knowledge and experience, emotions that have sprung up so far, and the time that I thought about," is the air that the person wears, such as the way of speaking and facial expressions, as if Lee, who has a fresh and sour taste, is soft and ripe and scented. Eventually it will be released to the outside.
And I learned that it attracts people with more power than clothes and accessories.


Rather than holding both hands full of random things, it may be a big step towards a wonderful adult if you let go of anything other than what makes you shine.


Sea (updated 2021.08.03)